jogoya, frisbee and a whole lot of other things

Exams are closing near....
TRIED to study last week but failed miserably
well... what can u expect frm Jon Lee

last week was kinda boring...
went to jogoya to eat with some close friends...
enjoyed it very much... (how did BORING become ENJOYING, well...)
its dis kind of things that would be memories that would last for the rest of my life.
i dunno why... not as if anything significant happened... its just a very good feeling comes to me when i think about the dinner and what we talked about...
hard to explain.. but its sort of a feeling that makes thank God for blessing you with friends like these in your life...
hahaha.... don't worry.. i'm not getting all emotional and girly...

frisbee... the game which many think only dogs play.....
well to set the record straight...
try to think of it this way...
ppl go around calling it a dog game becoz they only c dogs play it...
i bet never in real life but only on the tv.... ones or maybe twice...
besides its not a dog game.... its a human game....... which humans CHOOSE to play with dogs...
just like throwing a ball to a dog....
no one goes around and say that baseball is a dog game... do they?!

anyways.... playing frisbee in Nottingham is really fun...
i've had the opportunity to meet many different characters on the field..
many whom i can learn alot of frm...
not just how they play frisbee... but how they have that camadrie for each other...
caring for one another....
some may call it abit too gay.... and many just wanna play a sport without caring for another player...
i know where u guys are coming from... but in my defence... i would like to think that everything we do in life has to have a purpose...
nothing should be done just for the sheer fun of it...
when playing frisbee, i like to think that i'm having fun and making myself a better person at the same time...
it might sound ridiculous... but i really think that the people who play frisbee in nottingham represent the different kind of people you would meet in life...
how u react to a person while playing frisbee might give you an idea of how you would do in the 'real' world
maybe its because frisbee players interact alot with each other... jokes, small-talk, and advise on what degree to take nxt... all these i have experienced with te frisbee players of nottingham...
so come... every monday and wednesday.. 4.30pm..... nottingham malaysia's field...

i think dats about it for now...

jojozzz

i like her.... really..

now to vent.. again...
hahaha....

i really like dis gurl in my class....
(damn.. i really sound like a freakin teenager in high-school)

where was i.... ok.. i was telling u guys how much i like dis gurl in my UNIVERSITY class...
(much better)

well.. there seems to be a problem... i can't tell her dat i like her...
coz...
she told b4 dat she likes another guy who in turn doesn't have feelings for her...
(seriously, somehow i think by watching tv tooooo much, our lives tend to turn out to be some daily soap/sitcom/drama dat we see on tv.. eg. gossipgirls, one tree hill, the OC, Heroes lol...)

anyway....
i dunno how it happened...
but i 'noticed' her during annual dinner... (some lame event my uni came up with... basically its a dinner where students dress up really nice n act matured and all... in lame man's terms... PROM)
she was stunning(not so sure bout this)....
well..
not stunning... but more attractive than usual...
she looked like an angel just descended frm the heavens...(could i get anymore cornier)
anyway to cut the story short...
she was cute n i fell for her dat moment

my guess is that we would probably never end up together...
but somehow i dun really care...
this is because i learned alot frm this so-called 'love' or 'liking' for this gurl
1) never judge a person for how she looks.... NOW....
haha... i know its kinda shallow of me to say so... but...
no one can deny the fact that a person's appearance is the first thing u will c....
not his/her personality...
anyways...
i found out that a person can change into sumthin really stunning(there i go again) if SHE
wants to....

frm a quiet girl dat din do much wif her appearance to a gurl who talked more n look more charasmatic

2) (this is startin to look like an essay) i also learned that a person is really much more than wat
she looks like. this is when i really say *Do not judge a book by its cover* appearance aside...
ppl who look boring.. are not all the time boring.... get to know that person... not for her looks,
but for her heart... Corny as it may seem i really would like to practice this frm now on...

In conclusion (lol... i promise u it would not be as long as this all da time), i still kinda like da gurl.. if i do get her one day YAHOO!!!!! but if i dun, no need for shedding of tears... coz.. i feel that it really has been or rather IS a good thing to be friends with her......

jojoZZZzz....

seTTing tHe paThs stRAighT

well now i think i've decided how this blog is gonna be..
actually i dun think i know.... lol.. but.. i kinda know wat it is NOT gonna be....

1. a fake but sad story of my life
2. propaganda to seek attention
3. a medium to brag about stuff

basically, i hope to be as truthful as i can be when writting to this blog....
i think dats how my blog is gonna be....

well....

my second post in half a year...
haha...
makes this blog redundant...
well... wat the heck...

kinda wanted to write dis post coz... i feel i need to vent sum stuff
hmm....
first of all...
cp....
can be said a good friend of mine...
kinda glad he is wif shin yii...
happy 4 shin yii dat possibly she cannot be sad all da time....
worry 4 her
but now wif cp... relief... haha
nxt...
The girl who was once mine, i cant forget u...
u are like
a sweet dream and a nightmare both at once
a cold sweet drink of poison
a lie within a truth
i really liked u...
like no one else...

ever since u 'left'
i cant feel da same way as i did b4...
i bcome pessimistic bout life and da things dat affect it
i like dis other gurl rite now... i'm afraid to tell her so coz i dun want to feel dat same feelings u left me wif...
sadness
pain
regret
low self esteem
n
worse
of all
lack of respect for myself........