well....

my second post in half a year...
haha...
makes this blog redundant...
well... wat the heck...

kinda wanted to write dis post coz... i feel i need to vent sum stuff
hmm....
first of all...
cp....
can be said a good friend of mine...
kinda glad he is wif shin yii...
happy 4 shin yii dat possibly she cannot be sad all da time....
worry 4 her
but now wif cp... relief... haha
nxt...
The girl who was once mine, i cant forget u...
u are like
a sweet dream and a nightmare both at once
a cold sweet drink of poison
a lie within a truth
i really liked u...
like no one else...

ever since u 'left'
i cant feel da same way as i did b4...
i bcome pessimistic bout life and da things dat affect it
i like dis other gurl rite now... i'm afraid to tell her so coz i dun want to feel dat same feelings u left me wif...
sadness
pain
regret
low self esteem
n
worse
of all
lack of respect for myself........