i like a 'u busy?' VERY VERY much...

I talked about this girl last time. Whom, i kinda felt some sort of connection with. The feelings that she made me feel. However, whatever we have, its not official. Basically, she was my very own 'u busy?'. And to some extent, i was her 'u busy?'.

If u are asking what in the world is a 'u busy?', well i guess i'll obligely explain. In essence, it means a person whom u call, late at night, and ask the ultimate question.... 'u busy?' Then either one goes to the other's house to 'sleepover'. HAHAHA...

Well, my 'u busy?' is not as raunchy... its a MORE innocent version.. LOL... Anyway, we find ourselves calling each other in the middle of the night, usually startin with the words.... 'u busy?'
we spend time talking about intimate stuff, maybe going to each others place for a late movie, or planning a date for tmrw morning, or even slight cuddling. xD.. But the catch is, we're just 'u busy?'s.. Not a couple. Nothing more, nothing less. I've been doing this with her for about a month and a half. Maybe we're just really, really good friends. But to tell you the truth, i'm really exhausted, emotionally at least.

I think one of my main problems is that I like her very, very much. To a point where I wouldn't
mind her being my girl. We have so much in common, and she's a really great person to hang-out with. Alot of my friends say that I should just keep the relationship as it is. Because, they say that, whenever i take this relationship to the next step, we would end up hating each other because it would be out of the norm. Whatever that means...... Besides, we're both seeing other people. HAHA... Thats rite.. How much more screwed up can it be.

Thank goodness none of them know my blog.

Got to go... i wonder if she's busy... :)

Upadates

Sorry for not updating. I guess i could never find time blog. Well, ALOT has happened since the last time i blogged. World Stage was surely an event. That night in MOS that i will NEVER forget. Reunions with LONG lost friends.

Well in a nutshell, World Stage i had good fun. Got to see artists quite upclose. They ARE pretty normal. It is also that night dat i felt something dat i havent felt since high school. Up to now i still do not know wat it was. But i felt as if i had NOTHING to worry about in life. That there were NO expectations of me. That i had no responsibilities. It might have been due to the lyrics of AAR songs being played in the background, but somehow i felt FREE. lol..

Another update... I'm still very much single. HAHA.. maybe NOT so much.... but, officially single. I think...... i'm with her... unofficially dating. but, both of us dunno whether we should be in a relationship. kinda messed up i guess. maybe its because we're frm completely two different worlds.

DAMN...

why am i always in such complicated relationships...
till nxt time...

The One

Today i listened to a single album 9 times in a row while working. You might ask whose album could ever be so interesting. Well, if most of you havn't heard, there's this malaysian singer call Zee Avi, (who i personally think is THE malaysian to finally it big time, hence the title of this post) who is based in the US with the record label, Brushfire Records. A singer who is just brilliant. Blessed with a voice that can melt the hearts of many. Lyrics for her song are simple yet meaningful. Dats probly why i didn't mine listening to it for 9 times in a row. well... i guess i'm just playing my part in promoting homegrown talent. get the album.. its worth it... many of you might think her first single (bitter heart) might be abit to soft and slow for those of you pure hard rockers, give the rest of the album a chance.

if u loved colbie caillat, zee avi would win you over in an instant.

if u do get a hold of her album, watchout for these singles;

Poppy
The Story
Kantoi
No Christmas for Me

they are my favourites....

p.s.
jess, hoping to hear your views about the album...
Cy... i would like to know what you think about it.

I love you till the End

Song by The Pogues


I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end


I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end


I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

song from p.s. i love you...
touching movie... watch it

Crazy Girl part 2

The title is like from a movie about a misfit in society, a crazy yet fun, a down right care free girl who finally gets to fall in love with the man of her dreams. On the contrary this is a story of CRAZY stalker, haunting the life of all so innocent boy, Jon Lee. HAHAHA... XD

well, guess what happened this morning. here was i, waiting for the lift to come, when from a distance, i saw a the same crazy woman walking towards me at a relatively fast pace. haha... nxt thing i knew, i ran to the stairs, and didn't stop till i was in my office. Guess i'm not yet ready to make friends. LOL...

i guess, she probly is kinda of a 'sticker'. shes super sticky and obsessive. But, if u wait long enough, the sticker would just probly drop off (oh God please!!!!)

Frisbee at INTI Nilai was really awesome.... got sunburned and a reality check that i have to really really work out and keep fit. as u might alrdy guess, we din do dat well, but i think overall it was good experience.

i gtg now... supervisor is really blowing her top off... (not literally of course)

ps.
Cy, the girl is really really really scary! haha

For the Love of The Game

The title is from a baseball movie i think. well, i was just trying to come up with a suitable title, coz tmrw i'm going for a frisbee tournament.

Taylor's annual frisbee tourney (but, would be held in INTI, nilai). Officially, this would be the first tourney for some of the juniors and myself. I'm really looking forwrd to it, but there MIGHT be a very HIGH possibility that i MIGHT not play... hahaha... well, i'm NOT what you can actually call one of the GREATEST frisbee players on the team. So, fingers crossed.. 20 minutes on the field would do fine.. :P

Just wish me luck.... will tell u guys how it went... haha

i think thats all i wud want to say rite now.....

Oh ya! i really hope to see Chin Yee in Inti Nilai... its been such a Loooooooong time since i last saw her....

i dun have a habit of blogging.... sorry i guess

well.... i'm still very much alive and kicking. i'm doing this just because i owe a 'close' friend a post on my blog. hmm... wat to talk about....

i guess i got to apologise for all u guys who visited my blog but failed to see any changes.. really really really sorry. i promise i 'll try to be more consistent in blogging. but, i guess u haven't miss much of my life. let me think..... Nope... nothing interesting happened. hahaha

well... theres this one thing. i'm working for my mum rite now at her office, and theres this girl. well, u might think i'm goin to explain how madly i'm in love with her, but let me just stop u there. this girl has been actuallt STALKING me. And believe me, i'm not flattering myself or anything, but dis gurl is like seriously following me, till it drove me to at point not leaving the office till 7, when i finish work at 5, just to avoid seeing her. (she does not have the proper authorisation to enter my office) At first i thought of this girl as scary, weird and just plain simple not right in the head (HAHAHA)... but after some while, i realised that this girl just probably wants to fit in or have a semse of belonging (doesn't all of us?)

we are all pressured by how SOCIETY wants us to act or behave.... social norms if u like. a girl is SUPPOSE to have a bf, a guy is supppose to have a gf. a person is SUPPOSE to have friends. we are SUPPOSE to dress and act in a certain way. all these, actually, come to think of it, influenced me to come up with the conclusion that this girl is 'weird'. but, this is JUST because shes NOT like me or any other girl i've known.

sad as it may be, i'm still kinda afraid (SISSY) to talk with her, let alone be friends with her. probably i'm not afraid of her, but rather afraid of being SEEN talking to her. As pathetic and shallow as i may seem, i suppose no one can say that they are not influenced by society at ALL.

well, life goes on. believe it or not, i'm blogging on the office. so i probly got to go.

ciaozzz.

p.s.
jess, i think this makes us even.
post more twitter... :p